12.09.2008

end of med-surg rotation


The elevator doors close tightly,
the metal box cuts through the hospital floors,
passengers, like potent medication, are released
to wade through hallways of blood choked with microbes,
to circulate into rooms/cells
all this an effort to stave off organ dysfunction, paralysis, coma, death

...

I strip away my uniform,
this thin cloth that weighs so heavily on me
with the responsibility of sustaining life-
but grief has already penetrated my skin